Leaving one’s home is never easy. Be it for a residence for the elderly or for a smaller apartment, leaving one’s home, leaves a scar. It’s an ordeal that leads to mourning (mourning of one’s home).

We can experience sadness, be scared, and like any other mourning, it is beneficial to share one’s emotions and to not minimize what we’re going through. Without forgetting to get support if necessary and to give oneself time.

This article deals with the mourning of one’s home when we advance in age and that we need to separate ourselves from our home.

 

The home

The home is a refuge. It’s where we lived all sort of emotions. The home is very attached to the family and the children. It’s a lot of memories, celebrations, warmth and meals among friends. The kind of home (ex: apartment, bungalow) is secondary. It’s what we invested in the home that matters.

It’s in our home that we cook, that we wash ourselves, that we rest, that we tell stories and exchange views. We warm ourselves up, laugh, cry and dream. Because the house and its interior are not spaces that we live in a mechanical way. The gestures that we do over time, day after day, are not insignificant actions. These actions definitely forge our life experience.

Thus, we carry the house within us as it carries us within it. The house is a protective shell; she is our double. It is like an extension of the body: the walls are the human skin, the pipes and ducts represent the veins and arteries, while the beams are the skeleton.

Mourning one’s home

The disappearance of the home is like a body without a shell, a reminder of how fragile life is. The mourning of the place exceeds the material loss. It’s like getting rid of a part of oneself.

It’s a transition when the soul is weakened, unbalanced, even threatened. Hence the importance of recognizing what was, of reconstructing it through gestures, deeds, words and stories.

 

The rituals

As with mourning a deceased person, rituals allow you to overcome the loss, get up and start over. By taking the time to put an end to the relationship with the inhabited place, we leave without heaviness or regrets. We can better turn to a new story. Rituals can accompany the move. They are very intimate and often occur with family or close friends. It can be:

  • Do honor to your home one last time (write to the home as if it was a loved one, organize a last dinner, and relive the warmth of the fireplace for the last time, tell a pleasant or important moment lived in the home).

  • Perform actions that detach (say "goodbye" verbally to one's house, perform a farewell ceremony).

  • Keep the memories (keep pictures, trinkets, letters, travel items, etc.).

  • Revisit places through the imagination.

Return to the premises of the home. Find a balance between the desire for reunion and the control of one’s nostalgia. One has to expect to see changes and work being done by the new occupants. For others, it would be preferable to close the door, look elsewhere and do not come around the house.

We can also be imaginative in our rituals:

  • Leave a sign (ex. initials on a tree).

  • Take care of the house for the future owners.

  • Take something with oneself (ex. take a plant and replant it in the new home).

  • Create something about the house (ex. poem, story, song, drawing, painting, etc.).

 

The new place

Even though the 'death' of the house leaves us in mourning for a part of ourselves, it does not represent an end. The home dies, but the body, as long as it leaves, goes into the new home.

Moving to a residence for the elderly or to a smaller apartment is a new step. A restart of the story. It’s a bit like launching into a void.

A void that can lead to a loss of balance and sense of direction. You have to adapt to changes: the height of the stairs, the way doors and windows open, visual cues, etc.

It’s also the time to ask ourselves if we bring this or that object in our new life. We can be tempted to bring everything (even the objects without value or that are not used), but it would be wise to keep what would correspond to our new aspirations. It’s also the time to regroup the family and to ask if they wish to have certain objects.

 

To get ready to the change of residence

It is important to discuss about the transition with one’s loved ones and to ask for their physical and moral support during this period of transition.

The move should also be well planned:

  • Fill the administrative documents connected with the new lease;

  • Clean, repair and renovate;

  • Put the house on sale or not renewing the present lease;

  • Think about the next home;

  • Sorting out one’s possessions (objects to keep, souvenirs to leave to the family, objects to sell or to give away, objects to throw);

  • Do the boxes;

  • Fix and decorate our next home with colors that reflect our personality;

  • Take time to rest (to give ourselves the time to get used to our new place);

  • Do changes of addresses.

 

In conclusion

Leaving our home when we get older is more than a material loss. It’s losing a part of ourselves. For certain people, it’s a real psychological shock.

To mourn our home, we definitely need to be resilient. This means sharing our emotions, searching for support around us, doing rituals, finding ways to adapt to changes and planning well our move.

It’s precisely our resilience that will allow us to bounce back, to resume our journey and to appropriate a new place.

In fact, although we have left our home physically, it can also be heartwarming to think that our home will always remain inside us.

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